June 15, 2009
This is for you Miss Hannah! I hope you make an account on Polyvore! I would make you sets all the time, I promise!
I thought I’d add pictures of William Beckett, Travis Clark (and Danny), and Alex Gaskarth because you met each of them!!! Those two books (“Twilight” and “City Of Bones“) remind me of you whenever I see them at Barnes and Noble (or in my house). We both have a hunger for the internet so I added a Dell computer, not a Mac. ;) We share the same support for To Write Love On Her Arms, (by the way, I went to Hot Topic recently and they weren’t selling any of their gear, weird right?) and remember we’re jacket buddies ’cause we have the exact same hoodie… though mine is getting a little small. I know you like Buffy The Vampire Slayer; and Panic At The Disco is your favorite band (make sure you click the song link or whatever so you can hear thirty seconds of your favorite Panic At The Disco song play!). Well, I’m going to stop listing things out because I’m pretty sure you know what they stand for and why I added them to your set. But if you do have any questions feel free to ask! You’re one of my best friends, no lie. <3
February 15, 2009
I’ve got an unquenchable feeling of uncertainty. I feel it when I fall asleep at night, I hope it will not wake up to it in the morning. I feel out of place with this feeling. Like I could use it to do something daring, something that the regular Phoenixx wouldn’t do. Maybe I’m just stressing myself out for no reason. Have you ever gotten the feeling where it feels like the skin over your ribcage is tightening? That happens to me when I’m hungry and occasionally when I’m stressing. I don’t understand myself fully. One day I’m, lighting the room with my smile, the next I’m sulking because I can’t find reason in ANYTHING. Some days I don’t know what I’m worried about. Though it could be everything. There is always something wrong with the picture you see. Whether it’s small or large, but the world is obviously an imperfect place.
Music is my cure for all of that. My medicine. My hate notes. My excitement. My everything. Music is there for me. If I’m happy I “head bang” to some Paramore, if I’m feeling angry I turn on My Chemical Romance’s first album (“I Brought You My Bullets, You Brought Me Your Love”) and blast “Our Lady of Sorrows” while screaming the lyrics. If I’m feeling whimsical and lighthearted I might fancy for some MGMT or Vampire Weekend. If I want to dance I’ll turn on the Gym Class Heroes. Feeling indie, maybe Radiohead, Straylight Run, or Lovedrug. Needing to relax I’ll play my Feist (“The Water” is my personal favorite). Anberlin just makes me want to take a minute and think about the lyrics then get back up and jump around. The Academy Is… is a good definition of pop punk. Punk but not to ranting instead, poppy, definitely something you could jump to. Maybe I should just turn on some music. Though it will only push back problems, but maybe that’s what I want.
“You gotta swim, and swim when it hurts.” — Jack’s Manequinn
“Can’t walk it off, can’t come clean.” — Lovedrug